My world is about to completely change. I don't know how to figure out my life. I don't know which way to turn. The worst part is I know it will get harder before it gets easier and I'm not quite sure how to deal with that.
I wish I was one of those people that just dealt with things head on and figured it out, I'm so not. Instead I curl up and ignore the all problems and don't find a way to handle them, them I'm left with an even bigger mess to clean up which makes me want to hide even more.
How do I make these decisions and choices when even my heart doesn't know which way to go.